bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

a friend of mine met a calamity this week, and i was thinking about it...

and i wonder, about how cruel and unjust we are because what we think and feel...

i suppose its just human to do that - we can't really break free from our emotions, right?

but, then again, we never do understand anything in its entirety...

we don't always see the best course of action, nor what is best for us...

and we always try to put into perspective according to our understanding of the world...

and when calamity happens, we think how hard this is for us; why can't it go away?

don't take me wrong, i do that as well...

but the thing is, we are so bounded with our 5 senses, which is the basis for the experience we gain over the years..

and that experience, and knowledge, and understanding, is by no means complete..

we hardly know ourselves to know what's good for us...yet when things happen and we always try to blame somebody, and try to seek somebody to comfort us...

maybe I'm just being cynical, heck, i know that i'm being cynical, heck, i know i'm being cynic; this was thought of in the midst of a depressive atmosphere!

but i suppose it highlights a truth that is often said, but not always understood, that people do need God in all their lives...

wallahua'lam